today i m a lot more relaxed.3 of the exams just gt over and this brk i hav now is defintely welcome.one of the reasons mite be that these exams have taken quite a toll on me.last 3 exams are remaining and the desire to go thru them as soon as possible makes me quite eager and restless at the same time...dont know y i feel this way..there is a certain amt of nostalgia in everything(related to my stay in blore) i do these days and at the same time i want to go back home..experience the warmth back there of all those ppl i knw and grew up with...in short i am expecting a change in my life wen i go back and also looking forward to it in a certain manner...even tho i feel its going to be a lot harder and lonelier...
but then agn we need to take our chances with life and respond to the calls of our destiny...sometimes we like it and sometimes we dont.
i guess everyone goes thru this kinda transformation or metamorphosis in their life sometime or the other wen life's ways becum clearer and distinct and its purpose gets all the more meaningful.u realise wat u r here for and wat u shud be doing...and everything else is just pointless infront of it.
Saturday, May 26, 2007
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
crystal dreams
Crystal dreams, handpicked by the maidens of time
Runs along the chambers of heart---promising yet fragile
Velvety touch, silken splendor and the promises so sweet
Fill our eyes with the hopes of the evereluding desire….
And the desire of pure love, compassion and life,
Remains an unfulfilled fantasy.
Nurtured by the storms of time, they grow up to be the dreams
Our blinded eyes yearn to see,
And fruitful fancies rebelling against the not so fruitful ones
Its our soul, caught in the midst of enchanting mystery.
The chords of love emanating from our ever-tuneful heart
Play the tunes they shouldn’t play.
And we r caught in the web of dreams,
These mesmerizing melodies create.
Duped by the dreams, crystal dreams ---our realities grow astray
And the realms of our world, with illusions in our head, are intruded everyday.
As the days, months and years pass by, like a star falling from heaven,
The magnificent twilights of the alluring life appear, bend and fade away.
Time slowly draws to an end, yet we find ourself remaining far behind,
Entangled in the string of dreams, with fantasies still ruling our head.
Runs along the chambers of heart---promising yet fragile
Velvety touch, silken splendor and the promises so sweet
Fill our eyes with the hopes of the evereluding desire….
And the desire of pure love, compassion and life,
Remains an unfulfilled fantasy.
Nurtured by the storms of time, they grow up to be the dreams
Our blinded eyes yearn to see,
And fruitful fancies rebelling against the not so fruitful ones
Its our soul, caught in the midst of enchanting mystery.
The chords of love emanating from our ever-tuneful heart
Play the tunes they shouldn’t play.
And we r caught in the web of dreams,
These mesmerizing melodies create.
Duped by the dreams, crystal dreams ---our realities grow astray
And the realms of our world, with illusions in our head, are intruded everyday.
As the days, months and years pass by, like a star falling from heaven,
The magnificent twilights of the alluring life appear, bend and fade away.
Time slowly draws to an end, yet we find ourself remaining far behind,
Entangled in the string of dreams, with fantasies still ruling our head.
Saturday, May 12, 2007
YOU
In the crowded streets of my imagination,
I saw an angel standing all by herself;
Her smile and her face had lit up the place
And I wished she would be there till the end.
She smiled back at me from the distant corner
Her eyes speaking to me in the language of silence;
I knew this girl from long before
But it’s now her eyes met mine.
I was lonely before but now I was scared;
Scared to lose her in the crowd ,
Scared to let her go,
Lest I have to breathe alone again.
I saw her face and I saw her eyes
She was prettier than anyone I had seen in my life.
I knew I had loved her
But today I needed to say.
I stood there watching, wondering what to do
Lost in thought and lost in time.
Like a dream it was then
But infront of my very eyes.
And two years have passed now
And I am standing alone still.
Like the clouds in a windless sky,
And with a heart that still feels.
I knew she loved me, I had seen it in her eyes
And felt it in her touch.
And then also I had known ,
She wouldn’t be mine.
She was a friend, my very best friend
And today I wonder whether she would smile,
If I ever came across her.
On the same street, where we met in the evening light.
Today I sit alone and think about the moments we ‘d spent
Sitting by each other holding hands on the sands;
Talking our hearts out and smiling at each other.
Our little troubles and our big fights.
Its all there with me, your every memory,
Its just You who is missing today.
Its so hard sometimes to face the truth,
Cause I know I am never going to be with you again.
I saw an angel standing all by herself;
Her smile and her face had lit up the place
And I wished she would be there till the end.
She smiled back at me from the distant corner
Her eyes speaking to me in the language of silence;
I knew this girl from long before
But it’s now her eyes met mine.
I was lonely before but now I was scared;
Scared to lose her in the crowd ,
Scared to let her go,
Lest I have to breathe alone again.
I saw her face and I saw her eyes
She was prettier than anyone I had seen in my life.
I knew I had loved her
But today I needed to say.
I stood there watching, wondering what to do
Lost in thought and lost in time.
Like a dream it was then
But infront of my very eyes.
And two years have passed now
And I am standing alone still.
Like the clouds in a windless sky,
And with a heart that still feels.
I knew she loved me, I had seen it in her eyes
And felt it in her touch.
And then also I had known ,
She wouldn’t be mine.
She was a friend, my very best friend
And today I wonder whether she would smile,
If I ever came across her.
On the same street, where we met in the evening light.
Today I sit alone and think about the moments we ‘d spent
Sitting by each other holding hands on the sands;
Talking our hearts out and smiling at each other.
Our little troubles and our big fights.
Its all there with me, your every memory,
Its just You who is missing today.
Its so hard sometimes to face the truth,
Cause I know I am never going to be with you again.
The mother
this poem is dedicated to all the women who undergo the terrible trauma of abortion and not being able to becum a mother.
The mother
She is there in you, in your tired soul
In the throbbing of your very beat,
She runs like the sacred river
In the bed of your womb.
She is not lost, neither she is defeated
Her world is of love,--- keep her alive
She is not a sinner, even though to the world she may seem,
Her sanctity still remains in her very breath.
The pain like the rain keeps flowing through her veins…I know
Those drops are divine, let them remain so
Do not hurt her, she bleeds already
The flowers in her dreams have been pricked by many thorns
Her silence speaks---listen to those words,
She just needs love because everything else she has got.
Courage and strength, is set in her soul
She is the mother of my world, please make her yours…
The mother
She is there in you, in your tired soul
In the throbbing of your very beat,
She runs like the sacred river
In the bed of your womb.
She is not lost, neither she is defeated
Her world is of love,--- keep her alive
She is not a sinner, even though to the world she may seem,
Her sanctity still remains in her very breath.
The pain like the rain keeps flowing through her veins…I know
Those drops are divine, let them remain so
Do not hurt her, she bleeds already
The flowers in her dreams have been pricked by many thorns
Her silence speaks---listen to those words,
She just needs love because everything else she has got.
Courage and strength, is set in her soul
She is the mother of my world, please make her yours…
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