eyes of the stranger

the eyes of the stranger beckoning and calling,
asking me to rise up and trust again,
to push myself to the limits
till i enjoy the addictive pain.

the eyes calling,to take me to this land,
i 'd never been before;
do i let go of it or do i hold on to it
its the thought which is driving me crazy to the core.

within my small chamber of secrets
i've hid the songs of love and joy
the rain and the winds ---know my tale
its the lurking storm i fear ---wud destroy.

wish i'd found the right wind
to help them sail away,
freedom is all i ought to give them--
before the clock ticks life away.

the door is half open,
it asks me whther i want to go outside,
beyond the transient shades of glory,
i am left wondering is there a darker side?

Truth of life

Possession curves down the way to misery,
Deceit and guilt is what innocence is wrapped in;
Resemblance deals a harsh blow to human vanity,
We humans say we are free…?

Our destinies mock at us,
Our names are borne to be scorned;
Yet we foolish creatures ridicule those,
Who are there just like us?

Mysteries keep unfolding of the deceitful human heart,
Even eyes cannot look through them.
Exotic beauties there may be many,
But not a heart, which doesn’t hurt.

Life is beautiful, all men say so
And death is ugly, they all know.
Yet the arrows of life keep on hurting,
And Death is just one blow.

Vanity shatters, pride shatters, only Love ‘s there to serve.
But when men say, Love is blind;
I seldom feel that way
For Love has always a reason to be in love…

Holding on

In the midst of my desires to thrive,
I have carried myself a long long way from you
My power of reasoning had burnt out like the candle,
To take myself so away from you .
Thoughts of friendship, love and care bind me and my soul
My heart feels the pain, that has seeped into the fissures of my soul.
I know I have come far, but my hands still wants to grasp on to the memories which I have created .
There is a void which needs to be fulfilled
The crater within my heart keeps growing everyday
Who knows when it shall erupt.
The sands, the beach, the lush green meadows beckon me .
They tell me to bring u along.
But for my unfortunate self ---the stars never shine,
And I tell them , this time I’ll be alone
And alone shall I remain till the day I have you beside my side,
Till the day, I feel your hands within mine,
And till the day I close my eyes.

The prisoner

Dark, drab, damp and locked
Got ridden of the waste;
Left in the darkest recess to die
The prisoner…
Essence of humanity has no meaning,
Life is itself lifeless.
He survives with his wishes in his eyes,
The prisoner…
His world of light equals darkness;
Days, months and years go by
Love and feelings has no worth
His soul rebels within…
He has no cravings of food, water and comfort
But just to see a glimpse of life, a glimpse of light.
He is alone, very alone, all by himself,
He thinks and thinks; never stops
Of wishes coming true, desires fulfilled and destinies changed,
But all that’s left of him is his frail, pain-stricken corpse.

Man is a prisoner of his own wishes, own thoughts and own desires.
He has a mind, which is locked in the darkest of chambers.
The mind wants to break free, live and fulfill dreams,
It wants to change reality, wants to master destiny
But fails and fails.....

Future

A world illuminated but with darkness,
A world full of anxiety and with sharpness,
A state of voidity, yet not hollow;
Existence wished but deaths do follow .
Cultures prospered, sought to live on,
Like the tide of waves came and gone…
Impossible dreams, took shape to rise,
Possible wishes remained in the eyes.
Loving humanity ------ do revolt again;
What a sorrow that is------- what a terrible pain!!
Dear ones possibly go far, far away,
Far ones seldom come to make us sway.
Love is lost and love is gained
FREEDOM is found when it is Chained
Hopes like trees buffet in the unknown,
Plants may rise from where seeds weren’t sown.
Friends become foes; their hearts grow hostile;
Hate trickles down where once there were smiles.
This is Future which doesn’t matches with past,
This is Future, which shatters present into dust.
Mankind lives till there is future,
And future survives in the heart of its creatures.

Falling in love

The night darkens upon this world 

Its beauty lies in the mesmerizing stars you keep seeing everyday 

Yet do not fathom its newness ;

YoU get up with memories unfurled ,

With dreamy eyes that keep gazing 

 At the strangeness of life and love 

How entangled are the strings of life, u wonder 

And laugh at your own self ;

Are u in love u wonder, u laugh and then u sigh 

Amazed and amused , u feel the impatience of your heart;

 It’s an amazing feeling---there is delight there is sweetness,  There are fears and there are fantasies ,

Desires rule u and u wish to know yourself inside out;

  You try to better your soul for the sake of your love. 

U feel and enjoy the overwhelming happiness that surrounds your existence. 

The rhythm of passion makes u sway ,

And you feel you are there in Heaven Ah!! 

What a treasure u have found !! 

It’s joy, its beauty surpasses everything 

 It’s then that you realize u have found the love of your life—

  It’s Love it’s beauty it’s an indescribable happiness,

 Made for those who have their stars shining upon them ,

And it’s then that u feel the real ecstasy, the real touch of life And realize that this is why Life is so covetable on this earth Even when nothing else is….

Far

Where does it all begin and where does it all end ?
its the question , i ask my guardian angel
the colours of my heart are no longer the same,
its faded with time and the tears i dropped in my silence...
the violets and the blues tells me the stories of mirth and joy
and ask me why am i walking along this deserted path
i find no answer , find no reason
i just keep my eyes closed out of an unknown fear
the journey i began has been different from my dream
so i am convinced that perhaps this was my destiny..
i keep moving to know the truth,
the truth behind the end and the beginning
i dont know the route ,dont know the way
dont know the pains neither the joys
i wonder who is there to curb my fears
and lift me up when i fall...
its all so dark ahead and i fear i would be lost
the shadows keep running behind
trying to block out every ray of hope
i turn back and stare at the sun ,
hoping to reach it once in my life
i dont know if that's ever going to happen
i wonder wats wrong and i wonder how to right it....
trust is broken and so is my heart.
there is noone to hear me and noone to feel,
the end is all i got to reach ,its all i need to see
for the beginning is left far far behind....