Far

Where does it all begin and where does it all end ?
its the question , i ask my guardian angel
the colours of my heart are no longer the same,
its faded with time and the tears i dropped in my silence...
the violets and the blues tells me the stories of mirth and joy
and ask me why am i walking along this deserted path
i find no answer , find no reason
i just keep my eyes closed out of an unknown fear
the journey i began has been different from my dream
so i am convinced that perhaps this was my destiny..
i keep moving to know the truth,
the truth behind the end and the beginning
i dont know the route ,dont know the way
dont know the pains neither the joys
i wonder who is there to curb my fears
and lift me up when i fall...
its all so dark ahead and i fear i would be lost
the shadows keep running behind
trying to block out every ray of hope
i turn back and stare at the sun ,
hoping to reach it once in my life
i dont know if that's ever going to happen
i wonder wats wrong and i wonder how to right it....
trust is broken and so is my heart.
there is noone to hear me and noone to feel,
the end is all i got to reach ,its all i need to see
for the beginning is left far far behind....